Before You Seek the Journey, Learn to Stay
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In recent years, so-called ancestral medicines and consciousness-altering rituals have increasingly entered Western spiritual and personal-development spaces
Ayahuasca, rapé, sananga, ceremonial cacao, psychedelic mushrooms and practices originating in distant traditions now appear in retreats, social media and everyday conversations
This is not an article against these practices
Nor is it an attempt to demonise them
I am interested in a different, perhaps more uncomfortable question
How much time do we devote to cultivating presence before seeking an altered state of consciousness?
Because, in my view, the central question is not simply the plant
It is our relationship with whatever we are seeking through that plant
Every Plant Can Be a Teacher
In my understanding of energetic work, there are not only a handful of sacred plants
Nature itself can become a teacher
A plant growing outside our door, a tree we pass every day or a wild herb native to our region can become a powerful opportunity for relationship, observation and listening
And we do not necessarily need to ingest it
Entering into relationship with a plant can begin simply by observing it, knowing it, understanding its cycle, its habitat, its scent and what it symbolically awakens within us
So perhaps we should ask
Why travel halfway around the world searching for a teacher plant when we have not yet learned to listen to the ecosystem surrounding us?
Before looking elsewhere, perhaps we should rediscover what is growing beneath our feet
The Point Is Not to See More
Psychoactive substances can profoundly alter perception and consciousness
Images, memories, bodily sensations, powerful emotions and symbolic experiences may emerge
Some spiritual traditions interpret these experiences as journeys through spiritual, astral or subtle realms
Psychology and neuroscience use different frameworks
We do not need to collapse these different languages into one another to recognise something important
An experience occurring during an altered state of consciousness can have an extremely powerful emotional and bodily impact
Expanding perception does not automatically give us the tools to understand everything that emerges
Before Entering the Forest, Learn to Navigate
Imagine having spent your entire life surrounded by concrete
You know the streets, pavements, traffic lights and artificial lights
You understand the landscape because you have learned how to move through it
Then, one night, someone takes you to the edge of a dense forest
And you walk in
In complete darkness
Suddenly your familiar coordinates disappear
You hear sounds you cannot identify
Shadows acquire shapes
You cannot distinguish a path from a trail leading nowhere
You do not know which plants you can touch, what animals inhabit the territory, how far you have travelled or how to find your way back
The forest is not necessarily dangerous
You simply have not learned how to know it yet
For me, this image captures something essential about entering profoundly altered states of consciousness
Within my energetic understanding, what we call the astral or etheric field is a territory requiring knowledge, discernment and orientation
Other traditions use different words
Science uses entirely different explanatory models
But one question remains
Why should suddenly opening our perception mean that we automatically know how to interpret everything we encounter?
Entering the forest does not mean knowing the forest
Seeing something does not necessarily mean understanding it
Feeling something with extraordinary intensity does not automatically reveal its meaning
Perhaps this is precisely where apprenticeship should begin
First, we learn the terrain
Then we learn to navigate
Then we learn to discern
Only then do we decide how deeply we want to enter
Tradition Was Not Consumption
When we look at traditional cultures, we often take the most spectacular element of a ritual and forget everything surrounding it
We see the substance
We do not see the years of apprenticeship
We see the ceremony
We do not see the discipline
We see the journey
We do not see the cosmology, preparation, integration, community and relationship with the land
Removing a practice from its context and turning it into an experience that can be purchased is profoundly different from living within a tradition
So perhaps we need to ask
Am I encountering a tradition, or consuming a spiritual experience?
The Body and Mind Already Have Extraordinary Doors
Meditation, contemplation, silence, embodied practices, prayer, ritual and dreamwork can profoundly change our subjective experience
That does not mean they produce the same pharmacological effects as psychedelic substances
They do not
It means something different
Human consciousness already possesses an extraordinary capacity to explore itself
Perhaps, before searching for a substance capable of rapidly opening a door, we can discover which doors are already accessible through presence, discipline and listening
Integration Matters More Than Intensity
We have become fascinated with peaks
The vision
The revelation
Ego dissolution
The journey
The opening
But the more interesting questions arrive the following day
How do you treat the people you love?
How do you handle anger?
Can you establish boundaries?
Can you remain in silence?
Can you inhabit your body?
Can you distinguish intuition from fear?
Can you tolerate uncertainty?
A powerful spiritual experience does not automatically make someone more conscious
What matters is what happens afterwards
Otherwise, we risk collecting extraordinary states without transforming our ordinary lives
Before Opening, Learn to Ground
Before seeking an extraordinary experience, perhaps we should ask
How well do I know my body?
How well do I know my fears?
Can I remain present when something difficult arises?
Am I seeking knowledge, or escape?
Am I moving towards something, or running away from something?
Do I truly understand the tradition I am approaching?
And above all
Have I learned how to stay before trying to travel?
Spirituality Should Not Be a Shortcut
We do not need constant extraordinary experiences in order to be spiritual
Sometimes the most radical practice is simply to stay
Stay in the body
Stay in relationship
Stay in front of fear
Stay in silence long enough to hear what we normally cover with noise and stimulation
Consciousness does not always need to be pushed further away
Sometimes it needs to become more deeply present
And before asking which medicine can take us beyond ourselves, perhaps we should ask something much simpler
How deeply am I able to inhabit what I already am?
Because perhaps the real inner journey does not begin when we leave the body
It begins when we finally learn how to enter it




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